Helloo all of my buddies !! 

 It has been a long time that i havent written my journal but this time i cant really miss it to post it down to up date my life here in Berlin to you guys!! 

 Well.. On the 27th Nov. 08 after work around 8 pm.. my stomach was so painful for some reason.. and i had also a fever, Aspirin could help for a while .. i coudnt eat anything.. but i forced myself to go sleep, i thought when i got up, id feel better!!! But in the other hand at 4 am i had a intensive stomachache, and so cold like fever.. my friend (Eknarin ) called my neighbour up and the ambulance to check me up.. the nurses came and they told me that i had to be sent to the hospital right away!!!

 Then the next day.. they gave me a alot of documents to sign and to be accepted that when there's the accicent or mistake with me during the operation .. the hospital wont take any responsible for my life ..( i guess ) hahahaha .. but didnt know what all that meant .. (all have been written in German hahahaha... goshhhhh..:S )

 Then the next day i woke up with alot of cable and one bag which full of blood hanged out of my stomach .. and plaster all over me.. ive got 3 cuts on my belly (i got infection in my stomach and my appendix has been cut off ).. hmmm ... looked scary really ... i was missin' my mom, my family and  my friends alot, and diffo Thailand!!!

 All together i was in the hospital for 12 nights, i had the injection - Anti-biotica everyday.. i was so depressed and stress about my uni, my IELTS (English test) i couldnt study at all .. kinda sad really .. on the 12th Dec. i left the hospital and the next day i was in the exam room!!!!!!!! hahahaha I dunno if i can do it but i tried my best, i wont be regret  wheather my result is good or bad... with health problem condition i gotta accept it.

 Anyway right now i feel much better, even i have some infection after the OP. but i hope it will be alright soon-ish ^-^ 

 Life aint that easy, we dunno whats gonna happen with us really ...when  it came so fast,  so unpleasant..and unexpected it is such an unhappy time. Thats why we need to be strong and fight for it ... if life is easy, it would be so boring then.. right??? :P

well .. hope everyone takes a good care of urselves!! misSSS ya'all my mate .. and thanks for reading one scene which has happened in my life!! ^x^ mwahhhhhhh

Have fun and enjoy urself when u have time and not getting too old!!!

PS. i dunt wanna show all the plaster on my belly, u guys would run away.. hahahaha there i was feeling better after the operation but still undercontrol from the dr. ^-^